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Is there a film that you think is perfect in its original form and should never be remade?

uh yea what do you you have OCD and  you need an FDA approvalto tell you what works in its orignal form?
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Privacy , privacy . Have i got any? noooooooooooo!

its essential to my living . i yearn for it an the span of time between here and there .
ah sha-dookey

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Bodybuilding and Healthy Recipe Sites!
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Spring is here, and in order to fight off bacteria, you should add the good bacteria into your diet.

I love this shake!

1 Cup of Unsweetened Almond Milk
1 scoop of vanilla gourmet whey
1/2 cup of Kefir (Strawberry flavored....mmmm)
1 cup of Spinach
1 Tablespoon of Sprouted Flax Seeds

Blend and Enjoy!!
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What the devil was i thinking?..i cant sew!
 im thinking maybe i should have gotten
the hello kitty sewing machine.
 i might just, have a chance at operating it!

...sewing is very frustrating ,is it worth it? i need to know.

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i have no outlet no space. my aniexty has reached a new high .
i cant even just leave the hose to get away .
my mother zones out on computer games an monoploy on the tv.
all you hear is silents an small game noises,it depresses the hell out of
me. and i feel like giving p i tryed to help her ,and i needed her help .i needed help ypu know.
she just drones out in a chair all day to a mindless game i get sick inside.
it just gets worse an worse some days she doesnt even bother to put on pants shell wait till the last minute till my dad comes home to even resemble  the living.
im remeber this as a child how fucking depressed it made me inside, how the days felt so draged out an long with her. i feel it all comeing back nad with my anixety an no where to go i feel so hopeless .
its all coming back an i know im stuck around this .the high ridden stress aniexty my father brings home and a depressed life draining expressions of a mother. no wonder i ran like hell .
the fact that no one acknowleges its heavy preasents or that any of this exsist .leaves u a lil more dead each day. i dont know if i can make it in this enviroment i dont no if i have the will or energy to fight it .
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Time to start blank. Time to start FRESH. time to begin
my first step towards a life i want.

Time to relize what it  is want.
Time to think of ME .and where ill be.

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